Loner

[darkstorm]

darkstorm looked at the clan, and was wondering if she would ever fit in with the clan, no one seemed to notice her. She often kept to herself, would do the hunting and everything, but no one talked to her. She thought maybe if i just left them, they would go on better, not worrying. The pain and bitterness towards her clan grew, and her heart had darkened.

[xx the brownster]

Brownstar walked up to the Warrior. "Darkstorm, are you alright?" asked the Leader.

[darkstorm]

It was hard to look into her leader's eyes as she said it. "Brownstar, i feel as if my place in thunderclan isnt the way its supposed to be, im practically ignored by everyone, its as if i cant support my clan, no matter how hard i try." Her throat was stinging from the tears she was holding back. The wind blew against her ruffled brown pelt. "Everyone should know by now my father was tigerstar, no one looks at me the same as the others. Im just there to them. I want to know where my place is, but im not sure right now. My heart is part tainted, and part pure, not knowing where to go and where to turn. I just want to know, if my place here is as it should." Then darkstar looked away, why was she saying all this. She never had revealed this to anyone. Then as if in responce, a chill swooped through her brown, and matted pelt.

[xx the brownster]

.::OOC::. How was your father Tigerstar? Was that approved by the other admins? And, aren't you Darkstorm, not Darkstar.

[darkstorm]

(sry, have this other site where im darkstar)...Darkstorm looked up at her leader and looked him in the eye. "I was thought to be Firestar's daughter, until i found out the truth. Tigerstar had haunted me in my dreams, and everywhere i go, he would persuade me to join him, he would do anything. I didnt know why. Then when he told me, i ran away. Then i came back. I never wanted to be like him, i always wanted everyone to proudly see me as a loyal warrior to the clan. Thats why." She looked down, expecting her leader to throw her out, she broke a rule, which was to never keep secrets from her leader. Who would want tigerstar's daughter in thunderclan. She saw some eyes then look to her, some with scorn, and bitterness. Some tears streamed down her pelt.

[xx the brownster]

[glow=green,2,300].::OOC::. One again, I don't think it is fair to be Firestar of Tigerstar's daughter. They are both long dead and if you were his daughter, you would be dead as well. I mean, do you mean the book Tigerstar and Firestar or are you making up those charries and they were enver from the book.

Book stuff like that I believe isn't allowed. I would check with Stormy about that. [/glow]

[darkstorm]

...i kinda made it up..sorta would would of happened(and im sry this is stupid but what does ooc stand for?)..whos stormy? are you referring to the riverclan leader?.....Darkstorm saw blackpelt came in(if you want me to change the names i could, but whatever the name is, know that its someone like tigerstar, and someone like firestar) She now faced blackpelt. She didnt say anything, afraid of what to say. She just didnt know what to do or say, and the pressure inside her felt like it would explode. Her tail twitched in anxiousness. She thought she was just seeing things when she saw a shillouette of a cat standing behind brownstar, someone she hoped to never see and she looked down to her paws.

[xx the brownster]

((OOC means Out of Clans and Stormy is my nick name for Stormstar. Please do change the name. The rest is fine.))

[glow=green,2,300]Brownstar looked at the sad Warrior's face. "Darkstorm... you will always be part of TC. No mater what you think." She gave the Warrior a comforting lick. [/glow]

[darkstorm]

Darkstorm nodded. Deep inside she felt a warmthness she hadnt felt in many moons, and for once it was a good feeling, it made her whole body tingle from ear to tail. She didnt care if her father was shadowstar, she was just glad to know she had a place in TC. "Thanks Brownstar." she saw the deputy Rubytail calling warriors for patrol....she heard her name and blackpelt, she looked briefly to him then ran out of the den towards the assembled warriors.

[xx the brownster]

[glow=green,2,300]

Brownstar nodded and left to talk to Dreamheart, and then, to prepare for the gathering.

*locking* [/glow]