Wondering [open]

[xx the brownster]

Frynose sat, looking around. There wasn't much to do. With Dragonstar just arriving home with Lilyfeather, everyone was silent and empty, bored, and wondering what to do. He was not the most popular cat, being unfavored by most, except Torrentheart. But even Torrentheart, his love, had drifted away from him, and he was just Frynose. His mother and father dead. There was Swiftfood, but she the two were not close anymore. Ever since Windstorm's trial, he had felt a surge of hate towards him. Then his father left the Clan, making the cats more tense against him.
But it didn't matter. He was RiverClan through and through, no matter what anyone said. He was loyal to Dragonstar, so far. Stormstar was his leader, and the recent leader's death made him very upset, even though he had not talked to anyone about it. It seemed like everyone he loved was leaving him, and he was falling apart.
'Dear StarClan..."

Frynose

[Morninglily]

Morninglily walked up the sitting tom, it seemed like he was pondering about something. Her whiskers twitched as she approached him, but she let out a small smile. "Hello" she meowed. Her paws gracefully padded forward, her tail twitched side to side. She gently sat down next to him. Wrapping her brown tail around her black paws she let out a sigh. This was the first time she had talked to someone in awhile, most of her friends like Feathertail were to busy to really pay attention to her yelping needs. But she held on and just kept quiet, she never talked to her half sister, Sunset, who is still watching her kit grow and working with her training. it was metling down to being nothing again for her. Things weren't the same anymore. She was alone...once again.

[xx the brownster]

He looked at the incoming Warrior, as she sat next to him, half smiling. "Hello." He didn't know what to say, really. This was a new warrior, but hey, he had nothing better to do. He turned to her, nodding another welcome. "What-What are you going today?" he asked. He had never been good at talking to other cats, unless of course it was arguing with Gingertail, then he never minded talking, infact, he talked a little too much.

Frynose

[Morninglily]

Morninglily smiled, "Nothing really..." she meowed dissapointedly, her eyes gazed at her dark paws, "I couldn't wake up in time to go to a patrol...so I was stuck here" she meowed and looked at Frynose, "My name is, Morninglily..." she meowed and smiled at the tom. Her pearly white fangs glowed with the sunlight reflecting off of them.

The bright sun rose above head and shone brightly down on the Riverclan camp. Morninglily could hear the splashing over the river a few runs from camp. The ground was warm and made Morninglily feel tired and just want to lay down and sleep the rest of her life but she rather stay and talk to this tom she just met.

The wind blew calmly and russled Morninglily's soft fur, she gentle licked the patches down but they always blew up, she finally gave up at gazed at Frynose still smiling. It was nice to finally talk to someone.

(I've been working on trying to get other members to write long post so that it's not so boring. and not so short, if you know what I mean then we'll have less threads and more interesting posts, don't you agree?!?!)

[xx the brownster]

//Indeed, I try to make rather lengthy posts, to always encourage more people to write. It's honestly more fun for me, than one-liners. You never get anywhere with that!//

Frynose looked at her, bewildered that this cat was still talking to him. Usually, when he was rather silent, they ignored him, not saying anything and just leaving, hoping he wouldn't notice. He didn't care though; things like that never hurt his feelings. Not after Flamefur and Lilyface.

"I woke up early and watched the sunrise, then hunted." He looked strangely at her, then turned around, not saying anything. He was speechless. Not the first time, and most likely not the last. "Hm..." He thumped his tail, msotly in desperation. He was running out of words, out of thouths. How odd.. I didn't know I could run out of words. I've got so many in head.. but I can't say them.

He smiled again, turning back around. She was pretty, but most she-cats were. But there was something about her, something different.

[Morninglily]

Morninglily smiled at Frynose, her smile was more bright and warming. "I love the sunrise...but the sunset is the best, you can see silverpelt appear and your own thoughts soar with wings when you see all the beautiful colors glowing with warmth" she meowed looking at the sky she she spoak, her eyes wondered to the tom, "My mother was from Moontribe...she lived up the the mountains way ways from here...she named my older half sister after the sunset." she added and flicked her tail happily.

Thoughts lingered in Morninglily's mind, she liked this tom very much something about him was very warming and alarming, just catching her attention with small lingering motions. Morninglily could never hold onto a mate, because she always seemed to talk to much. It was hard not to talk and try to be friend to others, but it was hard for morninlily to not be lonely. No one ever bothered to talk to her, or even be friendly towards her, it was damaging to Morninglily.

((I know...it's more entertaining than just one line in a post...I enjoy writing alot because your able to put description in it, and that is my Fav part))

[xx the brownster]

He looked at her, never faltering, always listening. "Yes, the sunset is nice, but seeing the sunrising symbols a new day, another day to try again. My father and I used to love watching it early in the morning, before he left." He went silent. The thought and memories of his father almost made him want to cry. There was still some hatred towards his father... and then some shame of hating his dad when he knew his dad was following his heart. But then again, he had left Frynose, abandoned him, and gone off. Could he forgive his father for this?

Ever since Torrentheart had left, he had been lonely, forgotten. He was left alone, to think for himself. Of course, he couldn't tell the she-cat he had loved her, and she had left. No surprise. She was, after all, Darkfur's daughter. And he was the son of the Deputy of RiverClan that had left. He felt his pride hurt, as the person he had looked up to abandoned his own Clan. He, however, would never do that. He was RiverClan, always.

//Definitely. //

[Morninglily]

"That is true" she meowed and looked at her paws, she did talk to much, it was just a habit. Morninglily looked at him and then back her her dark paws. "but the sun always shows that another day is ending and a new one will appear for a second chance at the night and then the dawn" she mewed and looked up at him.

Her blue orbs glowed as the warm sun warmed her pelt turning it a golden brown, like a sweetly coppered bronze. The black mask that shadowed her eyes made her eyes turn and icy blue against the dark lush green of the camp.

[xx the brownster]

Frynose nodded. "I see." He turned his head around, seeing if there was anyone else around, or anything. Nothing. The area was silent, quiet, and still. Just like the stillness before a big way. "Have you ever lost someone close to you?" He figured this was a pretty stupid question. Everyone had lost someone. But the memories of his father were gnawing at his soul, and he had to tell someone.. had to let it out. After Torrent had left, it was him. Just him. No family or friends.

His tail swished back and forward, seeing what else he could say. His thoughts were cramming his head, and he couldn't think, couldn't do anything but stress.

Frynose

[Morninglily]

"Yes...yes I have" she added "My mother...my mate you left me a while back...." she trailed off and stared at Frynose it seemed odd to ask that question but it was the heartbreaking truth she had laying inside her mind that she wanted to speak out as soon as she found someone to trust and talk to.

"Have you?" she meowed. Silence fell apon the two again her paws twitched with anticipation on what he would say, her mind throbbed with questions, she closed her eyes and held them tightly, the picture of her mother was still there, the pretty white soft looking she-cat starry and beautiful, eyes just like Morninglily's it was heartbreaking wanting to cry she held the steamy tears back and slightly opened to look at frynose.

[xx the brownster]

"Yes. I lost a lot of people. I lost my love, I lost my mother at a young age. I never knew her actually. I lost my father... sort of. And I lost my siblings." He paused, quietly crying inside his soul. "Losing my father was my fault, you know. Do you remember Flamefur?"

The thought of his dad make him cringe. It was all his fault.. everything. The air from the wind pushed his fur, and he sighed, letting out a big one. His eyes twinkled, then stopped turning dull again. It was not often he could share his feelings, in fact, it was almost never.

Frynose

[Morninglily]

Morninglily felt her smile go away slowly. "It's hard losing the ones you love..." she trailed off her eyes turning dull and unusally grey blue and not bright and soulful with warming thoughts that glowed with moving motion.

Morninglily looked at Frynose, "I remember 'em...what happened to flamefur?" she meowed politely her meowed sort of trailed off her whiskers twitching, trust was flowing all around the two cats conversing with each other.

[xx the brownster]

"Yes, very hard. But it's a fact of life, and there is nothing we can do." He popped his head up, straightening out his body, doing anything not to cry. "Flamefur was my father... he found a new mate after my mother died. I never forgave him, and now he's gone... left me here, with all my guilt."

His body went back down again, and his orbs became dark, no light shining. He let his flexible body became weightless, staring at the ground. "I miss him. I want him back.. Oh, dear, you must think me a wimp."

Frynose

[Morninglily]

Morninglily nodded and gave a slight sign of a small smile.
"Life is life..." she meowed and added her eyes following his to the ground, "Everyone misses anyone they loved, it's also a part of life..." she mewed her mew was mellow and dull, her eyes copied her voice.

Morninglily scooted closer to frynose, she nudged his chin up, "your not a whimp, it's how you feel, life is life..." she trailed off and tried to meet eye to eye with frynose, "You just have to find the cats to trust to help you back up when you fall...you know what I mean?" she meowed her meow was more mellodious.

[xx the brownster]

He nodded. "I know what you mean. Life is life.. but sometimes its get hard, and it gets hard to live in." He sighed, the memories were so fresh in his mind. "It's hard to froget..."

"I had someone I trusted, but she left. Now, it's me. My siblings are gone too." He turned his eyes back to the sky, watching the clouds move. "Nature is so beautiful, yet we can never understand it."

[Conversation is gonna drop soon, any ideas?]

Frynose

[Morninglily]

"Life is life...and it doesn get hard to live in but you also have to start living to really enjoy it's hard throws" she meowed standing up and the bending her down to meet his gaze, "C'mon let's go hunting...I want to show my favorite spot where you can let all your problems escape you" her meow was sweet, tender and enthusiastic, now she could help someone else someone that was alot like her.

The afternoon sun burned down upon the earth making it hot and dry, but near the stream that morninglily was talking about was something that was cool and refreshing something to take pain away, something that makes you fall with everything you have in your arms.

Shaking the dust away from her pelt morninglily smiled at Frynose. Her blue eyes gently rested on him, she observed his every motion, it was slow and easy taken but it reminded her of how things were suppose to be taken slow and easy, but at the moment everything was going quite fast for her and it was taking her by surprise.

[xx the brownster]

[Lost my muse.. -goes looking for it-]

Frynose nodded. "Yes, I suppose you are right." That was the end of that conversation. Maybe she's right, maybe I just need to relax and let life go by. The sun's breeze hit him, as he sat, not being able to think. The thoughts of his dad consumed him, but she was right. He needed to forgive and let go. It wasn't right for him to worry and it certainly wasn't helping his health.

Dusk began to hit in, and he looked up st the sky. Tiny purple and pink clouds began to appear.

Frynose

[Morninglily]

Morninglily laughed and looked at Frynose, "That's the first time I've been right" she meowed and galnced up at the sky, "Frynose...I want to show you a place where you can watch the sunset and have nothing bother you" she meowed trying to erge him to come with her...so far it wasn't easy.

The day was slowly ending where the sky was chaging colors where the sunset was beginning. The whole day the two cats had talked, it was an odd day for both. The sun was slowly going down, the clouds moving into thin stripes of pink, purple, champange and orange, brightly it shown with rainbows of color.

[xx the brownster]

The purple and pink clouds began to mix and migle, chaning colors. The white ones seem to disappear and darkness was approuching. It's a beautiful thing, this sky, he thought to himself. Often did he come here, watching the sky change. "Go somewhere... where?" He got up; his curiosity seemed to get the better of him.

This new cat was interesting. He hadn't seen her around, but so far, she had treated him nicely, understood him.

Frynose