Whispers

[Meerful]

Meer stared dumbstruck. Splinter's words touched her, they touched her so deep, they penetrated what was left of her soul, it penetrated her very core. Her body began to quiver undecisivly and her one eye stared blankly. She began to lose her balance, and her missing leg did nothing to help. She toppled to the ground and landed heavily onto her side and made a loud 'thud. She mrrowed and stared up at Splinter.
"I...I don't know what to say, but ever since I allowed love into my life for Turtle pelt , I havce only felt pain. Do you know how it feels to hand your heart to somone, to just lay it at their feet and ask them to care for it, to be gentle with it, and then they sit there and crush it, and hand it back to you without a passing glance? You are too late, I've alreayd had my heart broken and broken, and I don't think I can manage to put it back together this time. I sincerly trusted Turtle, and she crushed it, smashed it, demolished it. The pieces are scattered, and I'm losing them. If I cannot find them, I have no heart, and with no heart, I can love no one. If I love no one, I will never have to face the pain of losing a loved one. Splinter, I do love you, so much it hurts, but when I lose you, I know I will, it will hurt even more. Some say it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all, I think otherwise, why should you endure so much pain and come back with so little? You gain nothing but mere memories that can't hold you at night, can't tell you they love you, and can't keep you safe when danger approaches." Meer's words began to slip from her mouth like fish in a stream. Her mind wandered aimlessly at her thoughts of what hher future would be like. It didn't seem any different than now. Miserable, loveless, and losing everything.

[goldentail]

[glow=white,2,300]"Meer" he whispered"We can kill Turtlepelt too. If I have to I will find the pieces of your heart and piece them back together even if I die trying. I love you with all my heart. I would die for you Meer that is the only time I would ever leave you. If I died. I would kill anyone for you you just name them. I will destroy them" he said.[/glow]

[Meerful]

//Hey, want me to take those kitteis on your sig, and make you one? Go to '!siggys!' to see some examples! I am really good!//

Meer eased herself off the cold ground. Frost nipped at the air and brought small snowflakes that twisted and turned in the breeze, letting it toy with them until the wind paused, then everything seemed to drift downward until the breeze picked up again. Akll this was captured in the river that ran smoothly, but with choppy waves that fought the thin layer of ice that had begun to form.

In confusion, Meer stared at Splinter. "Excatly though, I don't want to lose you! Why would you die for me knowing that I really was better off not loving you! I told you I don't want to face lsoingsomeone I love! Even if Turtle pelt as casted my heart aside, I shall always love her like a sister! I do not feel the need to kill ayone, just to torture them to death. I have to, my urges tell me to. There's a voice deep within me, a preliminal voice that forces me to feed the weakening link between this world and the next. If I don't, I begin to slip away. That's why I kill. I crave blood. I cannot kill the ones I love again. It's too painful, and it ripped me of my life and sanity." Meer whispered.

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Breezeclaw

Breezeclaw watched the encounter with narrowed eyes. She felt unsure of herself, looking at them. Surely Meer wouldn't want to go through what she had been through...or rather, what Whisperclaw had been through. She wouldn't have been born if her other half hadn't been so grief stricken she had gone crazy. Breezeclaw shook her head. Stop! You are not bourn of some crazy cat that can't live without her kits and mate! Breezeclaw hissed out of nowhere and took a step toward Meer. "You don't want to love him, Meer. Look what happened to me." Her orange eyes glinted dangerously. "I was born because of a cat that went crazy because she lost her mate and her second litter." She looked at Splinter. "If you won't kill him...I'll do it for you!" Her claws flexed and she lunged at Splinter, her eyes glinting with bloodlust.

[Meerful]

Meer hissed. "I never siad you could make that decision for me! I will gladly become what you are! I do love Splinter, but I can't decide yet!" Meer hissed, she leaped from her spot and headed towards the cat's side, averting her from Splinter. The least she could was keep him alive. No she didn't want to love him because she knew something, just something would hapen. She wasn't going to let that happen now.

"You are nothing but a cat. Yiou are not two, you are one. Your mind is frayed, you don't think correctly, you have two diferent personalities. You have a weak link between worlds, if you are so devastated, why are you trying to become what you loath?" Meer hissed as she sprang for the cat.

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Breezeclaw

Breezeclaw was winded as she was averted from Splinter, and her eyes glinted dangerously. As Meer lunged at her again, she side-stepped and was grazed on her side. Growling, she stepped forward. "I have no choice. I am what I am, I have become what is the result of losing someone I...no, Whisperclaw loved. We now are two different cats, simply sharing one body." Taking another step forward, she chuckled bitterly. "And it just so happens I bring out her bad side more than she knows." And with that, she lunged again, but this time at Meer.

[Meerful]

Meer swiftly dodged and whirled around to stare at Breezeclaw. Her eye glinted with amusement. Mausement simply at the prospect of having sadistic fun. Her tail lashed in fury, and her fur stiffened along her spine. She shivered slightly, and the coolriver breeze did nothing to help warm Meer up.

"Oh? You share a body? Then who is dominant? I'd be quite glad to kill you both. I need fresh blood. Kill me? That's fine, I'll still be here, every cat knows of me, they'll all tell their kits, and their kits kits. I'll be remembered. You may not. Does Whisperclaw ke pyou a scret? If so, you'll never get by like that." Meer hissed. She felt a bit of pain and saw that Breezeclaw had barely nicked her. She growled. "You have no love for those scraps of fur Whisperclaw loved, you are just a little voice in her head. I bet you don't have much control, nor much of a bad side. C'mon then, kittypet, show me what you got! You're worse than a clanner and a kittypet, I mean, you live in the clan don't you?" Meer was having fun throwing torments and haunts at the cat. Even the smell of her blood made her want more.

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Breezeclaw

"Oh really, Meer, dear? Is someone really going to remember you? Might I remind you of those that you loved that have left you?" Breezeclaw's snort echoed around her as she thought of how foolish this loner was to think that she could actually love her other half's kits and mate. "Of course I don't love them. Why would I? They're Whisperclaw's relatives, not mine. Besides, I may not be dominant, but I'm much stronger on the inside. Why do you think that I am able to take over so often? Right now, Whisperclaw would probably be saying something about how she hates cats like you, and she'd probably still lunge at you. But she wouldn't try and kill you. Unlike me." Dangerous orange orbs glittered briefly. "You're just a loner. I have a Clan. A Clan will protect me, a Clan will remember me. A Clan will grieve me. Unlike you, who will never be grieved. I'll spare you of that now." She lunged again, but this time so suddenly and swiftly that it was almost impossible to dodge, almost impossible to escape a deep wound.

[Meerful]

Meer yowled, but unscathed by words for she barely read the cat's lips, too deep in the cat's eyes. This cat was fun to fight. Meer knew this cat couldn't klkill her, so meer thought she might as well take a ittle time off.
"You say I have no loved ones? They never left me more as I chased them away as I am doing to Splinter. Your clan you say? Don't you mean Whisperclaw's clan? They will grieve for her, not you. I have Skuull, Stalker, Shard, Lash, Wave, Turtlepelt, Splinter, Cinderwing, and many other cats who have told my story, who know of my power. You think you have the nerve to kill me, I don'yt think you do, because I'm still standing. A cat looking for a fight doesn't stand and talk" Meer siad, challegningly, springing at the cat's throat with almost perfect aim.

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Breezeclaw

As they collided (pardon, they both lunged) they fell to the ground in a heap. Almost in a flash, Breezeclaw was attempting to rip and slash every single piece of flesh that Meer had left, but inflicting little damage. Though the wounds were deep, they were in unvital spots and would otherwise only get infected. She laughed bitterly and yowled into the air, "I will always be remembered, Meer! Everyone who has seen Whisperclaw knows that occasionally she talks to herself and her eyes change color. Perhaps now they'll know why."

[Meerful]

Meer dodged most of Breezeclaw's slashes, and slid under her belly, attempting to rake her claws deep. While her claws were busy, her mouth lunged for Breezeclaw's neck. She was laughging, not because she was psycho, but because she was enjoying herself.
"I talk to myself, it's rather fun! You wont be remembered, anfd you know it. You know that the clan doesn't love you, just Whisperclaw. I am loved for me, only me. I wont remember, I only remembrer those i care for deeply!" Meer laughed tormentingly.

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Breezeclaw

Breezeclaw laughed maniacally. "I hope you know what you're saying, because I might not be known, but remembering Whisperclaw is remembering me as well!" Her laughter bit into the air almost as deeply as the gash on her sides, for Meer had missed the belly. Hysterically laughing now, she began to slash at Meer's belly as well.

[Meerful]

Meer rolled over, then pushed her paws hard to the ground. Breezeclaw on top of her. "Oh no, but you said yourself you are two diferent cats, so no it's not!" Meer laughed.

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Breezeclaw

Breezeclaw looked hard at this unpredictable cat, so much like herself. Frowning, she raised a claw, for both of them were draped with blood, but lowered it again. "Tell you what." She extended her claws so that they were dug into her foreshoulders. "If you let me in on your evil plans, I tell you, I will battle with you until the end. We're a lot alike, you and me. We could annihilate the Clan, you know."

[Meerful]

Meer growled,and twisted her head and sunk her claws into a paw that was a little lower than her should. "You let go, I let go, then we talk" She hissed, her words muffled.

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Breezeclaw

Breezeclaw's face was a mask to what she really felt. She was aching all over, and her paw hurt, but she loosened her claws slightly. "Loose enough for you?" She growled cruely.

[Meerful]

Meer bit harder. "Get off. I'll let go" Meer was in no mood to compromise, her body ached, but she was used to this sort of pain, and it didn't really fathom her. Meer showed absolutly no pain, and no feeling except fury. Her muscles were tense so that Breezeclaw knew that if she didn't jump off, Meer was willing to bite her paw off.

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Breezeclaw

Breezeclaw glared madly at the loner, then slowly unclenched her paws. After slowly uncorking her paw from Meer's grasp, she lowered herself and glared vengefully at the loner. "I wish I could kill you right now. But I'll wait until you tell me the answer to my question." Eyes glittering dangerously, she hissed.

[Meerful]

Meer scoffed. "You'll wait to hear my answer, then what? You know you wont kill me. But as I was saying, my plans are orders that were given to me by Skull, but I have my own train of action. We find a cat in each clan to help us and start conflicts like stealing prey and such until the clans hate eachother. They rage war, while we pretned to take sides, and kill all the clans. Then, when they are weak, we attack. It genius. Fool proof. You want to improve, be my guest, the more death, the merrier!" Meer hissed.

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Breezeclaw

The cruel she-cat smiled as her fur ruffled as a breeze came through. "May I ask, who is your spy for RiverClan." She smiled. "Because I can be Whisperclaw for you. It's easy to keep her cooperative." Breezeclaw frowned. "Unless, of course, you'd rather me not do that. I'd love to meet this Skull of yours."

[Meerful]

Meer shrugge.d "I don't have one, but I was thinking about you. If you would like to meet Skull, I can arrange that, he is rather charming, despite the bone tail. I can't hear it, but I can feel it rattle with sheeer bone" She whispere,d She love dihs tail, it was magnificent. She loomed over at Splinter. The breeze in the air made Meer shiver again.

[goldentail]

Splinter had heard Meer say she loved him and he felt his soul try to break free of the prison it was in. "Breezeclaw you and Whisperclaw's eyes are different colors what will you do about that" he hissed. He didn't trust the cat she was too different. He walked over to Meer and got as close as he dared. He knew Meer might claw his ears off if he got to close. Splinter knew many crazy cats but none where like Breezeclaw. "Meer do you honestly trust her" he whispered in her ear. Then to Breezeclaw he said "Find Angelheart she is a pathetic half-clan cat. Become her friend until she trusts you. Then we will get rid of her. Meer should we go find Goldenpaw she can be our Windclan spy" he meowed.

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Breezeclaw

Breezeclaw's ears pricked as she heard him say something about trust to Meer. Meanwhile, she looked at Meer and said, "Really? Okay, I'd love to." She smiled cruelly. "I'm sure he'd love to meet me too." Turning to Splinter, her eyes flashed, and she said, "Like I said, it's easy to control Whisperclaw. Besides, I don't mind our eyes being different colors."

[Meerful]

Meer narrowed her eyes suspiciously. "Tell me why I should trust you." She dared, she turned to Splinter. She hissed at him. He was getting too daring. Her claws flexed and she gave him a warning glance.

[goldentail]

"Fine then Meer if you don't trust me fine but I am not leaving. I don't trust this cat at all. The worst you could do to me is to kill me and I know you won't do that. If you don't want me to love you fine then I won't I will not leave you Meer though I will try to repare the damage done to you by Turtlepelt. I need to be alone for a while though Meer I am not leaving you just going to think" he meowed. Then he turned and walked away.

[Meerful]

Meer sighed. "Not you. I was talking to Breezeclaw, I just am not so fond of you getting so close" She mewed in imaptience.

[goldentail]

Splinter smiled evily. "Yes of course Meer I should have thought of that. So are you taking her to Skull or not."

[Meerful]

Meer shrugged. "I'm not sure, it's her choice, besides, Skull only come when he wants to be seen." She mewed forlornly. She was tired of all the drama.

[goldentail]

"I know I have never seen him" he replied. He was getting thirsty not for water but for blood.

[Meerful]

"Well, then he must not want you to find him, he will find you." She mewed. "That's how I met him, well, more with Shard though." Her paws began to ache from all the standing. Her claws were scratching the ground and pulling up roots.