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Post by Meerful on Apr 14, 2007 15:52:27 GMT -5
[shadow=white,left,300] A solid dusky yellow cat briskly, but sadly sulked through the forest. Her kit was missing, Shard was missing, and her used to be mate was happy as could be. What happened to her, and her life. Tears threatened, and betrayed her by leaking out and dripping to the ground. Her paws bled, it was normal. Her chest ached, not normal. It felt like she was riddled through with holes like leaves eaten by insects.
Carefully, she found a grassy are, and flopped her stomach down. It hurt too. Although, she had no idea whether she was hungry, or in real pain. The difference seemed to cease to exist for her. Achingly, she licked the blood off her paws, delited by the taste. Then, a deep voice inside her questioned her sanity, 'Are you masochistic or something?' Quietly, she growled to herself, knowing that she had to be some sort of messed up.
Meer rested her head on her paws, letting her mind wander. It hurt to think sometimes, adn right now, thankfully, it didn't. I wonder where she is... I wonder what Fragment and Shard are doing. I wish that someone could help me find the way. I wish I didn't have to rely on others. The thought was true, but somehow, the others and contact, seemed to have become a component essential for her survival.[/shadow]
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Post by Sorrowheart on Apr 14, 2007 15:59:06 GMT -5
Venom walked up to meer his long limbs high above the ground, his yellow eyees staring at her. "Meer?" he meowed, his voice was deep and raspy but strong and full of strength. "Are you okay?" he meowed again, and waited for her to reply.
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Post by Meerful on Apr 14, 2007 16:04:40 GMT -5
[shadow=white,left,300]A hiss escaped Meer's mouth, hatred shining and glowering in it. She scowled at the cat, bemused. Her claws unsheathed, and she shakily got up, her body swayed and wobbled, but she stood ground. Meer jerked her head up toward the cat, her eyes trying to burn him with hatred.
"What do you want? How do you know my name?" Her voice was icy and cold, and she felt acid and adrenaline trickling in her veins. Maybe she could have a bit of decent fun with this cat, or she could just get more ripped up mentally.
Her heart beat faster at thee thought, and her fur stood on end, eager. Meer's mouth parted, and she clicked her teeth dangerously. 'Masochistic, or sadistic?' Her inner voice questioned, making Meer even more agitated.[/shadow]
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Post by Sorrowheart on Apr 14, 2007 16:11:56 GMT -5
"I know you from skull......" he growled back stepping backwards, Venom gave a hiss, his ears flattened against his head, he looked at her not with hating eyes but with worried eyes, he thought to himself, She'll never see that I like her..and worry about her he thought quietly..."if you want me to leave I will..I was just wondering if you where okay?" he meowed now staring into her hating eyes. He felt he pulse quicken, and his heart beat faster, he gave another growl just trying to not cause trouble.
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Post by Meerful on Apr 14, 2007 16:14:11 GMT -5
[shadow=white,2,300] //Um, I think Dogstar might be Meer's mate... Dogstar is just so undecisive! Okay, don't reply, I'll make a post in a moment//
Meer's back stiffened as shivers rolled down her spine. Anger washed over her as did waves of pain and remorse. He knows Skull, so you can't touch him. Well, unless you want you fur chewed off. She lashed her tail and growled through clenched teeth.
"What do you mean by that? Just because I look weak doesn't mean you can take advantage of me. I'm stronger than I look. Probably than I act as well. I must ssay, I do put on an act of bravado." She hissed with dry humor. So now you're egotistical? Meer wished her midn would shut up. Now it seemed she had the split personality problems. [/shadow]
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Post by Sorrowheart on Apr 14, 2007 16:29:21 GMT -5
"I never said you where weak" he hissed at her, "I said are you okay?..you looked down, and depressed...don't chew my fur up because I was only checking on you...isn't that what cats do when they care for each other" he growled now looking at her with eyes that looked shock, I shouldn't of said I cared for her...now she'll hate me forever venom turned around and blushed and turned back, to face meer.
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Post by Meerful on Apr 14, 2007 16:34:39 GMT -5
[shadow=white,left,300] Meer glared. Why were toms even alive, all they did was create spawn that never stayed with their mothers, and then further more teared the mother apart until she wondered how she was still alive. A feral growl wrenched from the back of her throat. "Well, maybe you've never made an assumption, and have perfect all your life, right?" Meer said skeptically.
Wind shattered through the trees, and through her fur, making the blood crackle on her feet, and ooze out painfully as it tore through the dry wounds. A wince shuddered down her body. "I don't think it's worth even trying to be normal. You belong to Skull, and inevitably, he belongs to us. We're all screwed up now. Life wil never get better." Her voice was filled with melancholy. [/shadow]
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Post by Sorrowheart on Apr 14, 2007 16:43:17 GMT -5
"there is no such thing as normal..it's like love...love is only a figment of our imagination..I've never believed in it...I always thought that sorrow loved me...I always thought my kits loved me...until my mate took them away from me..and now she's perfectly happy....what is normal? an assumtion..I've tried, I have always stayed at a distance, because you where so happy with splinter, but now I try to show I do care for you..but you seem always taken...I've never been perfect...always abandoned, always closed out and called a murderous fox that does everything wrong...and now I want to do something right for a change..I want to help you" he meowed as the wind blew harder and harder, making his legs uneasy.
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Post by Meerful on Apr 14, 2007 16:49:56 GMT -5
[shadow=white,left,300]Meer sighe,d her anger vanishing, but irritated. Did this cat really believe she could love again? Could she? Would she spare just a fragment of love to this cat because Splinter didn't want it? He had indeed tried to kill her, tried to give her kits away, and took her emotions away even thoug they had only begun to resurface. Could she possibly do that? No, it wouldn't be.
A low hiss escaped, but out of exasperation. "Venom, I'm sorry, but if I tried to love you, it wouldn't mean the same thing. It wouldn't. You could shine happily everytime you saw me, raised my kits, and fed me, but how long would you do that knowing that I somehow could never feel the same? I've been damaged, and I have been left with torturous feelings that leave me breathless in agony. I feel...nothing. Ever. I don't want to hurt you, or make you feel like I do. You shouldn't waste your time on me." Her words hurt herself. It would be like she was Splinter. She would never put a cat through that, even if it was a tom. her voice piped up again. Okay, now I know, you're sexist. Meer felt an internal cringing. Just leave me alone. I don't even know you. She growledi n her head. A vocie answered. Call me Auseek. At that particular point, Meer began to wonder if she really was insane.[/shadow]
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Post by Sorrowheart on Apr 14, 2007 17:00:35 GMT -5
venom looked at her "do you really think I would be hurt?" he meowed questioning her, "my old mate took my kits away, tried to kill them...tried to destroy me...tried to do everything to get rid of me...I would do anything to make you happy meer, I've seen you go through the pain you went through with splinter, I watch you slip away into darkness and unhappiness, it took me here, made me so sick of my self I went insane and started to kill innocent cats that I never knew...it made me hurt so badly I thought I couldn't love again, but ever since I saw the same thing happen again it only makes me love someone even more, and know how they feel...you wouldn't make me feel bad, it just would show that all you want is a friend and nothing else in me...it would let me have a chance with you." he growled, he looked her sternly in the eye not in a mean way, "I would do anything to show you that I cared" he meowed and looked at her, and smiled. Venom raised his head and looked back, he leaned forward and licked her cheek. he turned away walking slowly back into the dark forest.
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Post by Meerful on Apr 14, 2007 17:05:57 GMT -5
Meer growled, feeling violated. "I honestly want nothing more than to stop existing." Her voice had conformation in the decision. "The only thing I could want more than that, is total insanity, and I'm on my way there" She mewed to herself. 'Auseel' or whoever she was, began talking to her in her mind agian. You know what you need? Some food. I'm hungry
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Post by Sorrowheart on Apr 14, 2007 17:07:43 GMT -5
Venom glanced back, and just smiled, he shook his pelt and walked on into the shadowy forest, dissappearing into it's sadness.
(lol.)
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Post by Meerful on Apr 14, 2007 17:08:41 GMT -5
//Post ended?//
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Post by Sorrowheart on Apr 14, 2007 17:10:49 GMT -5
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Post by Meerful on Apr 14, 2007 17:14:31 GMT -5
//I don't know//
Meer settled back into the grass, wishing she were under bracken instead, her eye wavering. The stupid traitor teaks begin to drip down agan, falling into her bloody mess, and making her blood look runny. Meer, yoo hoo. food? Auseek asked. Meer groaned. "Stop!" She growled outloud, feeling foolish.
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Post by Sorrowheart on Apr 14, 2007 17:23:32 GMT -5
Venom turned around and head back to meer with a fast trott, he looked at her crying eyes and her bloody paws, "Meer! are you seriously okay?" he growled at her, his emotions rising and falling, was meer going into a break down, what am I suppose to do? venom hissed at himself, and grabbed meer, by the scruff trying to pull her to some thick bracken.
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Post by Meerful on Apr 14, 2007 17:25:39 GMT -5
Meer ,weighing next to nothing felt the ground move beneath her. Yeah, she was insane. She knew it, and now the bloody demons had come to finish her off. Her paws gathered dust, and hints ofred threatened to bubble over again. Now look what you did, tsk tsk Meer. You should listen to me. "Auseek Shut Up!" She grolwed.
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Post by Ferny on Apr 14, 2007 17:29:10 GMT -5
A little ways away a dark tabby cat made his way along the little undergrowth. Center of gravity low, and tail pulled close to him. His ears were layed back as he slink out of the bushes. Sitting down he gazed forward at the two cats, Venom and Meer. Pale green eyes blinking he waited to see what was going on, or if they would notice them. He knew why he had come here, to get away from the clan and take a look back at his life as a rogue.
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Post by Sorrowheart on Apr 14, 2007 17:29:41 GMT -5
"I didn't say anything meer" venom meowed under the fur he carried, he set meer down in the bracken, and sat next to her, he nuzzled the ruffled fur down, and gatherd some moss that was nearby for her to lay on, "You need some rest..let me go get you some fresh kill" he meowed looking at her with confused eyes.
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Post by Meerful on Apr 14, 2007 17:35:46 GMT -5
Meer pushed a paw to the ground. "I feel something. Who's over there?" She called. Auseek began talking again. Meer, why do you care? I was hoping you'd listen and maybe some day you'd look back on this as a... a learning experience, but you're not making it easy Meer growled. "I'm not learning anything!" She yowled.
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Post by Ferny on Apr 14, 2007 17:42:35 GMT -5
Tigerheart's pale green eyes lifted to meet Meers. Standing up he paced forward to stand a little ways away from the two. "Tigerheart" was the only thing he said, his name. Tial still held close to him he watched them silently for thier response.
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Post by Meerful on Apr 14, 2007 17:45:24 GMT -5
Meer raised her eyebrow in surprise. "Well, er, hello. Are you another demon come to kill me?" She mewed with slurred words. Of course he is. Auseek replied. Meer hissed. "WHO ASKED YOU?"
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Post by Ferny on Apr 14, 2007 17:51:09 GMT -5
Tigerheart blinked in confusion, "No, I just........went out for a walk to get away from things. Why?" He silently debated on takeing a step back, but that might have offended this she-cat.
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Post by Meerful on Apr 14, 2007 17:54:41 GMT -5
Meer sighed in relief. "Well, I'm confused, something dragged me over here, but I don't know what, and Auseek wont shut up." She mewed, ignoring a comment from Auseek.
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Post by Ferny on Apr 14, 2007 18:07:32 GMT -5
Blinking he mewed "Auseek?" Ears arched forward he waited for an answer. His black tabby tail was curled around his paws and he was gazing forward at Meer waiting.
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Post by Sorrowheart on Apr 14, 2007 18:36:01 GMT -5
Venom growled, he looked at tigerheart, and then at meer, "A friend" he meowed looking at meer with worried eyes, "Venomclaw" venom hissed, "nice to meet you...tigerheart" he meowed now looking back at meer, he drew his tongue over her forehead checking her tempature, he then looked into her good seeing eye and tried to see if she was still awake. Venom had caught a rabbit earlier and held it at his feet, he pulled it over to her and made sure she had felt it. "Eat meer...you need something ti nurish you" venom meowed gently, and glared back up at tigerheart, "yes?...do you need something?" he meowed harshly.
[shadow=black,left,300] Bone trotted up to venom she had seen him almost entering the forest but ran back into the field, she wanted to see what was going on. Without looking she ran into something with a huge thump, landing backwards she looked up to see a huge tom, standing in her path. Bone's scars showed on her left eye, where it ran down to her cheek, and part of her ear was bitten to where there was a little hole in it. "So-sorry" she studdered as she gazed up at the tom.[/shadow]
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Post by Ferny on Apr 14, 2007 18:38:29 GMT -5
((who did she run into?))
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Post by Sorrowheart on Apr 14, 2007 18:40:43 GMT -5
(tigerheart)
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Post by Ferny on Apr 14, 2007 18:44:29 GMT -5
((ok))
Tigerheart glared back at Venomclaw, "Nothing, why do you ask?" He wanted to unsheath his claws and try to teach this cat a lesson, but decided against it. Paw shooting to one side as he was run into he balenced himself. Looking down to Bone he blinked and nodded "It's ok". Looking to Venom he waited for a response.
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Post by Sorrowheart on Apr 14, 2007 19:00:23 GMT -5
"I ask, because someone like you...from clans, would be there right now" he hissed and looked at bone.
Bone smiled she giggled in embarrassment and smiled at tigerheart, he's handsome she got up, and looked at him, she parted hre mouth and gasped, he's a clan cat she stared at him in shock, "Y..your from...a clan?" she squeeked, as she blinked at him, her blue eyes shining with awe, "your handsome" she meowed and then covering her tail with her mouth so wuickly it was like a bolt of lightning.
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