Thinking

[pure]

Purekit looked aroung, her amber eyes were filled with tears. All her friends had a mother, nursing them, but Purekit had no mother, she didn't even had a adpoted mother. Her tail flicked as she thought about her life. Oh how I wish I knew that dad is okay... She thought. Purekit couldn't stand to lose her only family. Atleast the last that she had. Her aunt, Frost, wasn't any where to be found, her mother, Windstorm, was lost, Shiningsoul, Phoenixwing, her two older sisters were dead, she had only herself in the litter. Doodlepelt and Dragonheart were the only family she had.



Purekit's life was filled with sorrow, but she had many friends, and they were always cheering her up... or atleast trying to. The dark maine coon was just a lonely RiverClan kit, shunned by some who's mother's told them to ignore her, for Purekit's mother had attempted three deaths, so she could get her first litter of kits back. Shiningsoul stayed in BloodClan, and no one knows where she is now. Pheonixdream ran to WindClan, where Hollowheart, Windstorm's best friend, used to live, and so she trusted Silverstar to take care of her. Doodlepelt lives in RiverClan as a loyal warrior, and a great big brother. Dragonheart is always busy, for being deputy, and Purekit thinks that he will make one of the best leaders after Stormstar.

Purekit stayed on the piles of moss, swifting her blackish tail back and forth as she contuined to think about her lost family. Her loniless abrupted her life every moment of the day, and Purekit had enough of it.

//anyone can post//

[Waterkit]

Waterkit padded over to Purekit, and gave her a friendly lick. "Hello, Purekit." She mewed with sweetness curling in every bit of her soft voice. Purekit looked so depressed over the past couple of days. Of course, Purekit and Waterkit were best friends, but Purekit seemed to be ignoring Waterkit also, not matter what, Waterkit tried, she seemed so ditracted. Waterkit tried to see if Purekit was possibliy in love... but that seemed far from truth for Purekit hated even using the word, 'love'. She didn't beleive in magic that was brought between cats, brought together by a powerful force, and could not be pulled apart. But, Purekit refused to beleive it. Waterkit than mew softly... "What's the matter, Purekit?"

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[Dragonstar :: Doodle]

[glow=red,2,300]Doodlepelt saw his little sister sitting in the nursery looking sad, he could see Waterkit with her, but couldn't help going over to see what was wrong.. "Whats wrong, sis?" He asked giving Purekit a lick. "You look so sad!" He added, worry showing clearly on his face.[/glow]

[w h i s p e r :: d a i s y]

((-sighs- Not much else to do, eh?))

Whisperclaw

Padding through camp...it feels harmless enough...
The young tortoiseshell's eyes were filled with fear...for everyone. She shivered fiercely. Tail flicking back and forth, she gently walked over to the nursery. Her step was light. The kits in the nursery always were a nice treat to her. A smile played at her face as she saw two kits over in the corner. Though...the atmosphere was rather sad. A chill ran through her fur as she tried to keep the other side under control. She recognized the two. Purekit and Waterkit... Like a breeze subsiding, she could feel herself slowly coming back to herself, Whisper. Just plain old Whisper...

Her face screwed with self-induced pain as she walked forward. Her deceased second litter...shaking her head again, she padded forward and curled her tail around her paws. Nodding in recognition to Doodlepelt, she crooned to the two kits, "Hello, Purekit. Waterkit." Whisper's eyes danced with happiness. With a whisper, she said, "What's wrong? It's unlike you to look so sad." With a pang, she remembered Purekit's mother was Windstorm, the she-cat who Whisperclaw had defended as a council member so long ago...at least it felt like a long time. Once again, she attempted a smile. "Don't worry. I'm always here."

Breezeclaw

None of them are your friends, Whisperclaw. The she-cat prodded the gentle side of the mind. Keep your hopes and dreams away, young one. You know I am always here, always watching. I am older than you. Of course, you have no way to defeat me. You do not know how. And you never will.

((Just so you know, ever since the death of her entire second litter, as well as Stormstar, Whisperclaw has had a split personality, hence the siggie. Breezeclaw is the side that comes out whenever Whisperclaw gets abnormally mad. It doesn't happen often, but the she-cat often finds herself talking to her during her sleep. Just thought you should know that ^^))

[Dragonstar :: Doodle]

[glow=red,2,300]((The only thing we can do is post random stuff in anywhere where anyone is active.Whisperclaw, were you at the battle?))

"Hey Whisperclaw!" Doodlepelt mewed. he hoped that between the three of them they could cheer Purekit up. He was feeling sad as well, but he was older and Dragonheart was really close to him. He wished that Shinningsoul was still here, he missed her, a lot. He knew he couldn't show his sadness to Purekit, so he kept his face neutral, free of emotion, although he couldn't help it if his expression slipped occasionally. [/glow]

[w h i s p e r :: d a i s y]

((Well, she doesn't know that Stormstar's dead yet. She wasn't at the battle. I was just saying that she'll go even crazier once she finds out. The real cause was when her two other kits died...))

Whisperclaw

Smiling warmly at Doodlepelt, she said, "Hello." She was back to herself again. "How are you?" Her mind was filled with questions, having been secluded for a few days. In fact, she could barely remember what she had been doing. Whisperclaw looked worriedly at Purekit.

[pure]

Purekit turned her head. Whisperclaw, Doodlepelt, and Waterkit had joined her in the nursrey. She gave a silent sigh before mewing a silent, "Hello." She mewed. Whisperclaw, Windstorm always talked about her, and the joy never ended of how Whisperclaw had saved her in many different situations. Waterkit was one of Purekit's best friends. But Purekit still had many other friends. Doodlepelt was the only surving of Windstorm's chrildren. ''i'm really fine..." The brown colored maine coon lied, but she hinted a sadness in her voice.

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[Dragonstar :: Doodle]

[glow=red,2,300]"Purekit tell us whats wrong, you can trust us." Doodlepelt said quietly, worried for his kin. He knew that Purekit was upset but she didn't seem to want to show it. The loss of Windstorm must have really got to her. I'd like to have her for anapprentice, when she's old enough. [/glow]

[pure]

Purekit glanced up at Doodlepelt. Her small amber eyes twinkled, tears began filling her eyes once again. Her brown fur stuck up, a knot bagan twisting in her throat as she began a in a small, soft voice, "You'll never leave me..." She started, "Will you, Doodle?" Her began beating at a rate she couldn't stop. Everyone she loved, or used to love, left her. She looked down at the groiund stiffily. Her dad hardly ever spent time with her, but Doodle, her brother was always there for her. Her dad, Dragonheart tried, but he was just always busy. Than she looked up once again, and mewed softly, a little above a whisper, "Would you?" Her eyes met his as she tried to stand her ground, and at the same time be curious.

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Whisperclaw

Whisperclaw looked with concern at the young kit. Her eyes shone, and tiny tears glittered as she listened to Purekit's worries. Shaking her head, she leaned forward, then backed up again. It wasn't her place to intrude during this brother-sister moment. Smiling, she thought back to her own half-brothers and sisters.

[Dragonstar :: Doodle]

[glow=red,2,300]"Course I'll never leave you Purekit." Doodlepelt mewed, he would try not to, but battles do happen and he could die. He would never leave out of choice though, he loved Riverclan and he could never leave Purekit or Dragonheart, his heart wouldn't let him.[/glow]

[pure]

Purekit looked over at Whisperclaw. Than back at Doodle. She batted her lashes in thanks, giving his a full- fledged look from his amber orbs. She heard the pureness in his voice, and suspected that he would not lie. Her fur straightened up as she started to think.

Purekit looked at Whisperclaw. And than turned to both of them. "Can you guys tell me what mom was like? Was she nice, and loyal? Whisperclaw, you were mother's best friends weren't you? Did she do something heroic." It was weird to change the subject, but Purekit didn't like eemotions flowing over the conversations she had, and she didn't want to admit that she thought that her mother didn't love her enough not to say good bye, and yet, Purekit missed her terribly, and wanted to see what she was like.

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[w h i s p e r :: d a i s y]

Whisperclaw

Whisperclaw listened carefully to Purekit's pleas to know her mother's personality. A smile played at her lips, and she said, "Your mother was a kind cat. She..." The she-cat paused, unsure about whether or not to tell the kit about her mother's crime. Shaking her head, she said, "I defended her mother at court after she did something to save you. I told them I would have done the same thing that she did. My daughter, Gingertail, was her defender."

[pure]

Purekit looked at Whisperclaw. Mother did love me enough to get in trouble to save me, and maybe even Doodle to! She though excitedly, getting pumped, she then turned straight to Whisperclaw. 'So...' Purekit asked curiosly. 'What'd she do? I half to know!' She mewed accidently pronoucing 'have' as 'half' because she spoke so fast. Her face seemed to light up, her amber orbs filled with inlighted happiness. Her own mother saved her! What esle could make Purekit so happy? She had to know what it was. So, Purekit sat down, curling her maine coon looking tail around her paws loosly, and her ears layed down flat on her head as she spook.

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[w h i s p e r :: d a i s y]

Whisperclaw

Whisperclaw hesitated. Should she really tell Purekit what her mother had done? She has a right to know... But before the tortoiseshell she-cat could react, Breezeclaw had taken over, and her other side began to tell the story of what Windstorm had done. Whisperclaw fought, but her will was gone, and her eyes began to change.

Breezeclaw

Breezeclaw looked up, and instead of green eyes, orange eyes shone brightly. She smiled, then said mysteriously, "Okay, I will tell you what your mother did." Breezeclaw paused for dramatic effect, then said, "And I would have done the same, if it concerned my kits." Her eyes flashed at the memory of her second litter. "Windstorm killed a cat, and she attempted to kill Stormstar as well. But she didn't. She stopped herself before she carried out her plan to kill our leader." The cruel side suddenly stopped, freezing up. She had to fight off Whisperclaw again.

[pure]

Purekit watch Wisperclaw's eyes turn orange. That was creepy. She thought, and than when she heard an unsual voice, unlike Whisperclaw's voice. Than she heard what her mother did, her mouth dropped open, her tail flicked back and forth with the tip hanging down. 'Mother- mother did what...?' She stuttered, her voice hardly over a whisper. Her eyes were filling with tears. 'But who... how many... why?!' Of course that's why I get shunned! My mother tried to kill Stormstar, my mother is a murderer, just like her blood! They think I will grow up like her! A tear came out of her amber orb. 'Is it true, Doodle?' She turned to Doodlepelt, still shocked.

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[Dragonstar :: Doodle]

[glow=red,2,300]Doodlepelt didn't want to tell Purekit what Windstorm did, but he had to. "Yes, it's true, but she only did it to protect me and Shine and Pheonix. Frost threatened to kill us if Windstorm didn't kill some other cats." Doodlepelt mewed sadly. "She wouldn't have even thought about killing cats for no reason! You mustn't think she was evil, Frost was evil, mother was right to stop before killing Stormstar, even I could not forgive her for that!" Doodlepelt looked into Purekit's eyes willing her to understand, she couldn't think badly of Windstorm, she was always a great mother to him, always there for him.[/glow]

[pure]

Purekit couldn't beleive what she was hearing. 'Well it did no use!- Whatsoever.' Shingpelt and Pheonixpelt were both gone, along with Aunt Frost and her mother. Doodlepelt was the only survivor! Her amber eyes simply laid unemotional, looking straght into Doodles'. She had no words that would prepare her for this. This was terrible. Windstorm tried to kill... Stormstar!. Purekit sucked in her breath, and released simple words, directed to both Whisperclaw and Doodlepelt, 'Who else did Windstorm try to kill?' Her words were flat, and she sat there, her eyes staring, her tail twitching, waiting for a reply.

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Whisperclaw

After Breezeclaw had said her part, she left again from the concious part of their mind, and Whisperclaw was left gasping for breath. She had had no idea of what had been said, or what had happened, so she had no words for Purekit. Her eyes simply turned green again, and she softened when she saw the forlorn look on the kit's face.

[pure]

Purekit looked at the two cats as if they crazy. She was becoming furious! Her eyes, they were turning red, blood red. Her BloodClan side was kicking in. This is bad... the first thought came into her mind. But then she changed. Her pelt stuck up, her pearly white and sharp teeth showed as she opened her mouth opened. Her show-through-clear claws unsheathed. She was turning to her temper, witch was a terribly bad thing.

Purekit repeated the words, 'Who else did my mom, Windstorm, try to terminate?!' Terminate is a word that Purekit would of never used, or even have heard of, but since she had BloodClan in her blood, she had a huge temper. The calico maine coon hissed, and shook her fur. She had never seen Doodlepelt's temper, but he also probaly learned how to control it. Yet, the kit hadn't been barely 4 moons, and she hadn't had a chance.The blood red orbs against the black and brown waves of her pelt, made the eyes stand out even more then they would reguarly.

[Dragonstar :: Doodle]

[glow=red,2,300]((Sure))
"Brownpaw from Windclan and...um.. I can't remember. I kinda tried to forget about it?" Doodlepelt said slowly.
((Who else was it???))[/glow]

[Nightfur and Co.]

Tearkit tumbled in from playing outside. She was giggling fitfully, and landed on her rump next to Doodlepelt. With no idea about the seriousness of the situation, she mewed happily, "Hi!"

[w h i s p e r :: d a i s y]

((Not sure, I don't quite remember.))

w h i s p e r c l a w

Whisperclaw looked at Purekit strangely. She couldn't understand why Purekit knew about her mother killing anyone until...until she realized what had happened. Again. After everything she had done to keep her from coming again. Whisperclaw was close to tears as Doodlepelt calmly explained everyone who she had killed. Her ears pricked as she heard a cheerful voice sound from behind her. Turning around, she saw a kit with her head c o c k ed, happy and ready to play, it seemed.

[Dragonstar :: Doodle]

[glow=red,2,300]"Oh, hey Tearkit!" Doodlepelt mewed back when he had got himself together, he hoped the kit hadn't realised that they were talking seriously about something, it would only make her curious and Purekit could probably do without that at the moment.[/glow]

[pure]

//Vixenchaser//

Purekit turned her head over to where Tearkit sat. She was Swiftfoot's daughter, also a mixed blood. She never really talked to the kit. The red eyes of Purekit swirled. She narrowed her orbs at Tearkit, like she had no right to invade on her privacy. Like she had no right to enter the nursrey //lol//! It was making her really angry. Growling at the she-kit she growled, 'Why don't you just take your happy little attitude and bounce back out of the this conversation!'

After knowing what the mixed maine coon had said, the she-kit immediatly took her browish black tail and covered her tail. She sneezed a few times as she swallowed the shedded hairs into her mouth. Wanting to punish herself, Purekit froze and admitted, 'Oh, Tearkit, oh my, I am so sorry, oh my, I am so sorry.' The bloody red color began draining her eyes, only leaving her original big amber colored orbs that sparkled with regret. She finally sighed, and began crying, crying because of her temper, crying because of her family matters, crying because of every bad thing that had happened in her lifetime.

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[Nightfur and Co.]

Tearkit was confused. Doodlepelt was trying to seem happy, but Purekit...first she was mad, now she was crying? What had she missed while she was outside? She forgave her friend, though--she saw everyone as her friend--and knew she was being stressed at the moment. "It's alright, Purekit," she mewed with a soft, kind smile. "Just breathe, it's alright..." She nosed her gently, letting her knew she was there.

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Whisperclaw

Whisperclaw watched the exchange, and nearly fell over as she saw Purekit's eyes changing color again. She faintly remembered someone telling her that her eyes changed color every so often. She shivered. That last thing Whisperclaw wanted was for Purekit to become like her. Padding up gently, she said, "Dear, it's okay. What your mother did I would have done as well, if my kits were concerned." She bowed her head.

[pure]

//I love your siggy Whisper!//

Purekit nuzzled Whisperclaw with a friendly spark entering her amber eye. She was calmed. 'Thank you Tearkit, I shouldn't of said that to you. And then she took her orbs off the friendly and bouncy kit and directed them to her brother, and the one to always stick by her, Doodlepelt, 'I am also very sorry for what I said,' Putting her attention on both Whisperclaw and Doodlepelt, she agreed with Whisperclaw, 'Yes, I guess I would have done what my mother did, but is Brownpaw still alive, 'cause if she is,' A toothy grin spread across the fluffy kit's mouth, 'I will apolgize to her for my mother's actions, or atleast if mom hasn't already said she was sorry.' Although she might not seem like she was serious, she was 100% serious about apolgizing to the probaly-warrior-by-now cat, called Brownpaw.

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[Dragonstar :: Doodle]

[glow=red,2,300]((what about Vixenchaser))
"I don't know if Brownpaw is still alive, though he is probably a warrior now." Doodlepelt mewed. "I forgive you for saying those things," Doodlepelt paused, "You were just upset." He smiled and walked over to Purekit and rubbed up against her.[/glow]

[w h i s p e r :: d a i s y]

Whisperclaw

Whisperclaw nodded as well. "Yes, I forgive you too." She paused, waiting, then said, "Unfortunately, the cat you are talking about came to the trial. Brownclaw is still alive and well in ThunderClan." She smiled, but then turned to Purekit. "Purekit, I'm not sure if your mother ever told you, but you are amazing. I'm sure one day you'll make a great warrior." Her eyes gleamed.

((Thanks!!))