||Living on the wrong side||

[||Silverstar||]

I see your face before my eyes
I'm falling into darkness
Why must I fight to stay alive?
Heroes fallen
Wake me can't you hear me calling
Out of darkness they come crawling

Is not the way the sky glows at the sunlow glorious? Does it not give a sense of wonder? Near fire is the look, as if the sky has been set ablaze revealing to us our glorious fathers past. They watched over us, giding our steps... That is, for those who have a forefather... What of I, you may ask... I have no father, no mother, no name to tie too, no legacy to live up to... I am lost, with no guide to be seen... I am alone along side my fellow warriors... I am a phantom before comrads... A ghost in a field of empty sorrows.

A Gray tabby she-cat was standing on the Thunderclan border that divided the WindClan cats to the ThunderClan. Her emerald colored eyes gazed out to the other side, watching for any patrols. The winds were not on her side as it blew her scent up the hill for any WindClan patrols that could be in the plains of the Forest land. The Warrior knew this fact well, but didn't seem to care as she stared at the other side as the sun showed barely over anything. The sky was red, gold, and every other flaming color. She did not move, sitting perfectly still and unmoved as she gazed into the other side. Since half-way to sun down, she had remained positioned at the border, not really doing anything but staring at the landscape.

---

A WindClan patrol remained hidden in the thick grass. However, it wasn't really a patrol but merely a single WindClan Warrior. The cat hadn't approached and merely remained low and out of sight. The She-cat he was watching hadn't moved for sometime and hadn't looked like she was going to cross. However, Talonscar didn't feel comfortable about leaving or approaching. It easily could be an ambush or a taunt to bring up a conflict between the two clans. But, it didn't look like any other cat was coming, so he was quiet calm. The Abyssinian cat stared, but did nothing as he laid low in the grass.

Haven't been this bored since waiting for someone to hunt with me... She's just standing there... I bet if I left, got something to eat and returned, she would still just be standing there... why is she just standing there.... she looks slightly formilliar... Green eyes, gray fur, black stripes... Looks real formilliar.... where have I seen a cat like that.... I don't really remember... Maybe it is just my mind playing tricks on me... I hope a WindClan Patrol comes, I really do... Or even her ThunderClan Patrol, at least something would be happening... I wonder what she is doing... Trying to bet WindClan by boring us to death, thought Talonscar before yawning quietly, ...well... It's working. I've never been this bored since.... wait.... I just thought about that.... I am losing my mind.... DO SOMETHING! I am tired of thinking in circles... Jump! Sneeze! Yawn! SOMETHING!... I am bored.......

I fade away into the night
My eyes are closing in
Shadows fleeing from the light
My nightmares can begin
Wake me can't you hear me calling
Out of darkness they come crawling

Lyrics from Creeping in my Soul

[~All I Need]

WindClan Apprentice[/size]

.you're not alone.
.together we stand.
.i'll be by your side.
.you know I'll take your hand.
.when it gets cold.
.and it feels like the end.
.there's no place to go.
.you know I won't give in.
.no I won't give in.[/b][/color]

Hummingbirdpaw had been partrolling the area when she sat down to watch the sunset. It kind of reminded her of meeting Farsight and seeing her sister once again. She didn't know why. But it did. Maybe because that one day... That beautiful day in her young life, was the best moments she ever had. Finding love and seeing ghosts walk out of the shadows. A day where life resisted death and love defied hate. The silver cat sighed, her melodic voice turning into one, sorrowful note. She continued to stare at the sun as it sank into the earth, its light bleeding into a painting that sparkled and shined.
A shift in the grass... Just the slightest shift as if someone were taking a deep breath, made Hummingbird look to the ThunderClan border. There was Talonscar, staring at the trees. What had raptured his attention, so? Was there a silent battle partaking on the border? Was the WindClan warrior planning on going to ThunderClan? Though that thought made Hummingbirdpaw angry, she felt that that was pointless. Eventually, when she makes the choice, she'll either be leaving WindClan to go to ThunderClan or the loners. But that would have to wait another day.
The small she-cat pressed herself close to the ground and came up next to Talonscar. It was then that she saw the still figure. As if the gray she-cat were a statue. Who was she anyways? Did Talonscar know her?
"Who is that?"

[/b] she whispered in his ear. "Why is she just standing there? What's wrong with her?... Do you know her?"[/color][/center]

.keep holdin' on.
.cause you know we'll make it through.
.we'll make it through.
.just, stay strong.
.cause you know I'm here for you.
.i'm here for you.
.there's nothing you can say [nothin' you can say].
.nothing you can do [nothin' you can do].
.there's no other way when it comes to the truth.[/color]


{{Keep Holdin' On by Avril Lavigne from "Eragon"}}[/size]

[||Silverstar||]

I see your face before my eyes
I'm falling into darkness
Why must I fight to stay alive?
Heroes fallen
Wake me can't you hear me calling
Out of darkness they come crawling

"I have nooo idea..." replied the WindClan warrior before acknowledging that someone had asked the question. He suddenly, turned slightly surprised.
"Uh?! Oh... Hummingbirdpaw... I didn't notice you were there... I was just watching that she-cat over there... She hasn't moved from that spot since about half sundown... She's just been sitting there and I have been keeping an eye on her... making sure she doesn't try anything... Been trying to beat me threw boredom... and let me tell you... I am bored out of my mind... She just sits there, still as a rock and probably just as amusing as one..." Talonscar sighed as he watched the She-cat on the ThunderClan side of the Border. Talonscar could smell the ThunderClan Cat's smell clearly. There was one strange thing about it. Blood could be smelt.

Why am I here? Wondered the She-cat as she stood on the border of ThunderClan Territory. Her green eyes seemed distance as she looked at the sky, seeing that finally the stars began to show themselves as the sun disappeared. She stared at the sky for a long moment, was if watching for some sort of sign. Emeraldeye twiched as a sharp pain came from the scar on her left, making her cring from the pain as she laid down after a moment. I have nowhere to go... Why, Ansestors, do you forsake me here? Give me some guidance... I follow your commands, yet I am constantly punished for it... What am I doing wrong? What in my blood makes you feel you must torture me so? Is it for that single sin that I did? Or is it the sin of my conseption, which I have no power over... Or perhaps you forsake me as did Thunderclan when I returned so many moons ago... The She-cat growled angerly as she felt her blood drip down on the ground.

I fade away into the night
My eyes are closing in
Shadows fleeing from the light
My nightmares can begin
Wake me can't you hear me calling
Out of darkness they come crawling

Lyrics from Creeping in my Soul

[~All I Need]

WindClan Apprentice[/size]

.you're not alone.
.together we stand.
.i'll be by your side.
.you know I'll take your hand.
.when it gets cold.
.and it feels like the end.
.there's no place to go.
.you know I won't give in.
.no I won't give in.

The small she-cat shifted slightly and set herself next to the WindClan warrior. After a moment of studying her, Hummingbirdpaw finally recognized the she-cat. But before she could say anything, Emeraldeye moved a fraction of an inch. Almost like a twitch. The silver and tan apprentice was confused until she noticed the sharp tang of blood in the air. It was then that she realized that Emeraldeye was bleeding! She was hurt! And they were sitting there, doing nothing!
"I have nooo idea..." replied the WindClan warrior before acknowledging that someone had asked the question. He suddenly, turned slightly surprised.
"Uh?! Oh... Hummingbirdpaw... I didn't notice you were there... I was just watching that she-cat over there... She hasn't moved from that spot since about half sundown... She's just been sitting there and I have been keeping an eye on her... making sure she doesn't try anything... Been trying to beat me threw boredom... and let me tell you... I am bored out of my mind... She just sits there, still as a rock and probably just as amusing as one..."
By the time Talonscar was talking about rocks or something, Hummingbirdpaw had gotten up and was staring with a blank expression at the ThunderClan border. Thoughts of Farsight, Blackpaw, Autumnbreeze, and breaking the warrior code buzzed around in her brain like an angry nest of hornets. She could see the ThunderClan leader, Brownstar, ripping her throat out as if it were a piece of fresh-kill... Then Windstar exiling her to live as an outlaw and never to lay paw on any Clan land again...
But why?
Hummingbirdpaw shook these sanguinary thoughts of her head. "We can't just let her die! She's bleeding! Come on, Talonscar!" she screeched as she bounded away and over the ThunderClan border, only thinking of the she-cat in pain.

.keep holdin' on.
.cause you know we'll make it through.
.we'll make it through.
.just, stay strong.
.cause you know I'm here for you.
.i'm here for you.
.there's nothing you can say [nothin' you can say].
.nothing you can do [nothin' you can do].
.there's no other way when it comes to the truth.[/color]


{{Keep Holdin' On by Avril Lavigne from "Eragon"}}[/size]