Post by Ferny on Aug 21, 2006 0:38:33 GMT -5
Splashheart padded gently to the river, laying down as she got to the edge. When she was a little bit younger she had quite a few friends, Lightkit now lightpaw was a friend she had made at the river, Blackthorn wasn't exactly a friend but she talked to he when tehy ran into one another. Whisperclaw had tlaked to her a bit in the warriors den and she had a fun time with the few friends she had. But lately Lightpaw had ignored her, Whisperclaw had not even looked to her and Blackthorn well joined Riverclan and acted like she wasn't there. She felt alone, in avast world she couldn't understand. Fernleaf, her sister lived happly in Thunderclan. She had Darkflower, Knightwarrior, and Nightfur her old appretnice. Of cource Fernleaf had more friends and aquantinces but those are all she could think of right now.
Closing her eyes she sighed, Does it matter if I live? she asked herself. Then she thought how easy it would be to jump in the river and not try to swim, or turn to the rouges and join them or have them kill her. Bringing her gray blue tail close she licked it. Fernleaf and her were just kits when they were separated, and now the clans were threatened by rouges. Her life was a mess, she thught. Alone, lonly, and sad the three compnents that made her life miserable. Remembering back when she acctually loved her life she gave a small smile. Opening her eyes she gazed into the water. Her clan, Riverlcan needed her or did they? They could handle themselves in the fight for the clans right? When she looked at her reflection in the clam flowing shalowes of the river she sighed. She could have friends...family but no. She was distant from her clan and right now she felt like dieing was better than life.
Standing up she placed one small gray paw after another onto the slipery rock face. Sitting in the slow moving water that drifted across the rock she looked to Thunderclan terratory. Fernleaf, Sandfur, Tigerheart, and the other warriors like Darkflower, Knightwarrior, Nightfur, Swiftpelt and many others were there. What would her big sister Fernleaf think if she killed herself? Moving a small paw gently in the water she thought to herself I'm weak...no clan needs me
((ok yathat took awhile to write...can someone please talk to her?))
Closing her eyes she sighed, Does it matter if I live? she asked herself. Then she thought how easy it would be to jump in the river and not try to swim, or turn to the rouges and join them or have them kill her. Bringing her gray blue tail close she licked it. Fernleaf and her were just kits when they were separated, and now the clans were threatened by rouges. Her life was a mess, she thught. Alone, lonly, and sad the three compnents that made her life miserable. Remembering back when she acctually loved her life she gave a small smile. Opening her eyes she gazed into the water. Her clan, Riverlcan needed her or did they? They could handle themselves in the fight for the clans right? When she looked at her reflection in the clam flowing shalowes of the river she sighed. She could have friends...family but no. She was distant from her clan and right now she felt like dieing was better than life.
Standing up she placed one small gray paw after another onto the slipery rock face. Sitting in the slow moving water that drifted across the rock she looked to Thunderclan terratory. Fernleaf, Sandfur, Tigerheart, and the other warriors like Darkflower, Knightwarrior, Nightfur, Swiftpelt and many others were there. What would her big sister Fernleaf think if she killed herself? Moving a small paw gently in the water she thought to herself I'm weak...no clan needs me
((ok yathat took awhile to write...can someone please talk to her?))
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