Some good news, and bad

[Ferny]

Hey guys I'm really sorry if I'm not on that much for the next week or so. I will still come on here and there to post and well I might be on more than I thought I would but somethings happened....

Remember a few weeks ago when I said a really close friend had cancer? brain cancer? well she was .....is.....close

She was getting better, up and around, moving having fun even........but a few days ago things went downhill and well then bad.

She has a bloodclot in her leg and maybe something with her lungs...they think the cancer spread there and well it's getting really bad. She is in the hospital right now nad I'm not allowed to go visit.......I don't know how long she has so I just thought I might tell you guys I might be a lottle moody here and there.

If you guys knew her you would probebly say she's 'crazy' but she's really nice. I have a lot of pressure on me right now just ask Swiftpelt.....

So thats the bad news........more like horrible but bad sounds better.

The good news is I got a new kitty, her name is jewles and she is white and gray. I'll get a picture and post it on this site sometime. But I guess you can say the cats we have are the things that keep me up, that and Swifty.

Thanx again everyone,

~Ferny

[Nightfur and Co.]

*huggles Fern* Aw, pore Ferny. It's alright--I'm sure your friend'll get better, you'll see. She'll be in my prayers, Ferneh, as well as you. *huggles tighter*

[Meerful]

[Hugs] Yeah, don't worry, last night my pet died! And my best friend had cancer, er...She did die, but I'll pray for you! I will, even though I'm not christian. [Don't hurt me!]

[Ferny]

Aww thanx guys *squeezes* I'm not christian either but thanks. I honestly don't know if she'll get better or not..........it doesn't help that my hampster guss died last week but hey.........thanks though

[lightningwhisker]

//sorry bout your hamster...I was really sad when mine died...but that was like 2 years ago...//

Hope your friend gets better, Ferny! I'm not Christain, but I am Catholic (please don't ask what the differance is, becasue I don't really know, I just know that they are different.) and I will pray for her . *hugs* That's great about the kitten, though. Now you have someone/something to comfort you! (and you have Swifty, too...lol) But a kitten is a 24-7 purring machiene. (my grandma's kittens are, at least. Hope yours is too, because nobody [that I have met, besides my dad] can hear a kitten purr and not smile. They just make all your problems go away )

[Angelƒur]

Awww I'm sorry!! Its always been my worst nightmare for one of my friends to get cancer. It hasn't happened and I hope it never does. I'll keep you in mind, and I'm not christian either, though I've just begun going to my Boyfriends Youth group.

[fireice]

Poor, Ferny. I would be devastated if one of my Pride friends got something like that...I mean...I would probably be so sad that I would just lock myself up in my room and stay there until someone told me everything was fine. But even though you're not Christian Ferny, you'll be in my prayers. I was so upset when my Great-grandmother died, which was about five months ago. But, I was on here, talking to my friends about me not being on for a while. Then, my mother came up and told me that she died last night, the support I got from my frineds on ITW was up-lifting. I hope your friend gets better Fernleaf, (hugs Ferny).

[Ferny]

Thanks guys, shes hanging in there but well she's tired and everything, I've been through this before when I was 5. My grandma had cancer, it's really sad. I'll missh er terribly but I will be here to keep my mind off things ^-^. The bad thing is I have Sememster tests coming up, I hate tests. But even though I will miss her terrably I will not miss her.......................smoking.

Thanks again

~Ferny

[Sky & Eagle]

Aww I'm so sorry. If you get a chance tell your friend that we all hope she gets better. She'll probably nod while thinking "I have no idea who those crazy people are." I'm jewish but I'll remember her when I pray too. No one deserves to be sick like that and I can only imagine what you're going through. Have hope, Ferny, things'll work out.

Sky

[Ferny]

Thanks Sky, the thing is I would have to catch her when she isn't naping. She's been doing a lot of that lately. *sigh* I really don't want her to give up, and the sad thing is everyone is going through her stuff and that can't help her feelings at all.

~Ferny