((Sunheart))Admitting Nothingness

[Ferny]

A small gray blue cat made her way to a calm partt of the river. She stoped at the waters edge on her favorite rock. It overhung the river so that she could gaze upon it. Her yellow brown eyes stared sadly into the water. She wished that her sister would meet her here, or at least Sunheart. Then again she might not have gotten the message, Splashheart was lonley. As a kit Sunheart and her came to Riverclan with their father, who soon dissapeared after that. Wanting Sunkit and her to blend in he chainged Splashhearts kit name from Rockkit to Splashkit. Splashheart personaly thanked him for doing so, simply because not many cats knew she was from Thunderclan. She missed her other two sisters and brother dearly but chose to stay in Riverclan. Had she made the right choice? or was Thunderclan the place where she would be happy?

[Swiftpelt]

<<Gee you make sunny feel so important " She wished that her sister would meet her here, or at least Sunheart">>

Sunheart walk looking out into the space, into the dark. The moon shined bright white light into her face so instead of an orange-red color it was pale. She loved the night, sometimes it made her wonder why her father couldn't have changed her name like he did Splashheart's, then agian, it wounldn't have made as much sense to have done so. Sunhearts pelt resembled nothing of the night. She looked down at the bark of 'her' tree. Living true to its name, some bark was peeling off of it, just like paper. She remembered when she first found this tree, she had run from a badger as her mentor had told her when she was an apprentice, she had always thought with-out it, she might not be breathing now. She jumped out of the tree I better go back to camp before they get worried turning she walked a long the river that was flooding with memories of her aprenticeship. She glared up the river to see one of her favorite, the rock her and her sister would fish from together. Unexpectedly though, she saw her sister, gazing down into the water. She hurried along to the base f the rock Splashheart whats wrong? Why are you out here?

[Ferny]

((I know don't i!))

Gazing into this one spot, where they had fished together as appretnices brought back memories, and nightmares. This was the spot that their father brought them into Riverclan on, and the rock that he told them stories on. A single tear dropped from her sad golden eyes as she watched the silvery fish swim back and forth in the moonlight. So gracefull she thought as she watched them swim. She didn't really care what happened to her now, once before she thought about leaving as did her father. But when she was so down and ready to give up Blackthorn saved her, she was sitting on this rock ready to do anything to rid of her pain. But Blackthorns kind words kept her from doing what she had thought of doing. It would be so easy wouldn't it? I mean just falling into the place you belong by wandering around Her tail was neartly curled around her paws, and her paws neatly tucked under her body. She closed her eyes as the water soothed her pain. Then she heard that voice, the one that she felt insulted her so earlier when the Windclan cat wandered into camp, Sunheart.... Uncurling her tail from her body it flicked angrely. She wanted to say what do you want so harshly, but when she went to say it something stoped her. So instead she just curled her tail back under her and ignored Sunheart. Sure they should talk, but no she didn't really want to. This was the rock so many good memories were held, and the rock she could be in Riverclan territory and Thundrclan at the same time, all the while still in Riverclan.

[Swiftpelt]

Noticing that Splashheart was going to ignor eher she started talking to herself, but trying to get Splashheart to change her mind. So whacha' thinking about? Remember when I fell in the river and almost drowned, bettcha wish I would have sometimes, like now, let me try! I will if you want. Sunheart hurtled herself into the water splashing water everywhere. The moon turned the water into crystal shards, and it was a magnificent sight.

[Ferny]

((wow..........I just realized my post was really long))

Yes I remember..... she murmered as the ripples in the water scewed her view of their father. Her mother told her when she was just a kit you look exactly like your father, only your more stuborn and a girl! She closed her eyes as the water splattered onto her coat.

[Swiftpelt]

Fine I know what will make you happy... she turned and started walking (wading technically) towards the opposite shore, towards ThunderClan.

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<<yea *sniffles* and mines really short...*sniff sniff*>>

[Ferny]

((lol, mine too, long post time is over *sniffles* lol))

you think that'll make me happy! she spat. that'll make things worse! do you even care about me Sunheart! She was standing now, furr fluffed out and claws gripping the rock.

[Swiftpelt]

You dont even know what im doing. Maybe I should ask that question to you, yeah do you

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[Ferny]

Splashheart narrowed her eyes. I won't answer that question to a cat who embarrased me right in front of a senior warrior! She spat again.

[Swiftpelt]

Wohoo! The exact answer I expected, you dont care about me! You know what, maybe I will leave She jumped back into the river, trying to splash as mush water as she could on her sister, once back on RiverClan territory she turned and glared at her sister I'm going to join a clan I hope to never see you in, StarClan

[Ferny]

Her voice droped to a whisper. I didn't say I didn't care about you, I knew it you hated me. With that she waded into the river and looked at the deepest part, it really seems like a good idea right now

((g2g))

[Swiftpelt]

I never said I didnt care about you, and I know it sounds like a good idea, anyway, i'll be at the Thunderpath, weather you find me dead or alive she shook her head I dont care and with that she started walking at normal pace towards the WindClan-RiverClan border and best of all she said over her shoulder I'll be with dad instead of you.

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[Ferny]

A tear fell from Splashhearts eye as Sunheart mentioned their father. Wait! Why do you insist on beign so mean to me then? she asked half crying and barley stable in the current.

[Swiftpelt]

You know said Sunheart turning around I came up to you to talk, to get to know you agian, to be firends agian! Your the one who turned me away Sunhearts voice was abrely audiable and had many cracks in it, she wasnt even sure if Splashheart herd her, she just stood there looking over her shoulder at her sister standing in the river.

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[Ferny]

I didn't turn you away she mewoed. The current dragged at her alreidy weak paws, tugging at them as if they wanted to sewwp her away.

[Swiftpelt]

Funny I dont remember you trying to talk to me, or inviting me to come and be by you, or anything like that

<<sorry, pathetis posting skills when tired>>

[Ferny]

((clearly, even your spelling level dropps lol))

I didn't say I invited you to talk to me, I didn't even say anything. Then teh water tugged at her paws and she sliped a little, but regained her balace and stayed in the freezing river.

[Swiftpelt]

((I said i have modify-ing to do besides yours cant go lower-- jk jk jk jk jk jk jk jk jk jk...JUST KIDDING!!!))
Exaclty you didnt do anything for me when i was trying to make you feel better Sunheart was turned now and facing directly at her sister

[Ferny]

((hehehe *blink blink* *smiles* nice))

If you haven't noticed I havent exactly said anything to anyone lately. she growled

[Swiftpelt]

Funny you seemed to have a lot to say to Hawkwing earlier Sunheart hissed her fur starting to rise, even though it was dripping wet.

[Ferny]

A lot to say to Hawkwing? We aren't even friends, I was just trying to do whats right for the clan, protect it, I'm not saying you don't do that I just don't see the point in getting angry at me for 'talking' to Hawkwing. This isn't fair Sunheart and you know it, the ONLY reason I talked to Hawkwing was because he got mad at me for almost attacking his sister. Her eyes were sad, not angry. She honestly didn't understand what her sister meant by her speaking with Hawkwing.

[Swiftpelt]

Im not saying you are firends, and I know we arent anymore either... Sunheart sighed Im sorry, whatever it is that i've done to make us grow so far apart, I, I, I...I didnt mean to, and well... im sorry Sunheart looked down and tears fell from her green eyes

[Ferny]

I'm sorry I've been so lost lately Sunheart, just well I don't know. Her head droped down and a tear fell form her eye. Ever since dad died I've been so, lost.

[Swiftpelt]

Yeah I was too, but well, I just couldn't let dad down, I couldnt stay lost forever Sunheart kept her head down, and started to walk on towards her tree.

[Ferny]

Splashheart looked up and went to say something, but was cut off by the freezing water splashing over her face and surrounding her. Her head broke the surface of the cold nighttime water and she gave a yowl of distress. She hoped that Sunheart was awake enough, or at least paying attention enough to notice her yowl. Claws scratching the surface of the freezing water she looked towards her rock. So close and yet so far. She reached out yet her claws grazed the surface, she reached out again and caught a small root growing next to her favorite rock. Gasping for air she pulled herself towards the rock and tryed to hold on.....

[Swiftpelt]

Sunheart was back in the tree she loved so much when something she never wanted to hear rang though the forest. Splahhearts yowl Great StarCaln why were we arguing, now I minght lose her too! Worried with mixed emotions Sunheart jumped out of the tree, and was racing to the place she had last spoken to her sister. She spotted her wth water rushing over her head, and somehow managing to hang on. Splashheart!

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<< im not sure but from here on forgive me in advanced for powerplaying becasue i might do it on accident>>

[Ferny]

((ok, but if it takes a turn that I do not like I might ask you to fix it))

The blue gray warriors head duncked under the water again and the current tugged at her thick pelt. Claws scraping the surface of the root. Back paws forced against the side so that she could get a better grip. She knew how their father dissapeared or died, no one really knows but all that she knows is the fact that he felt lost as splashheart did now. Reaching up onto the shore more, she grapped the edge of the rock and pulled. But her fur was to heavy, she looked towards Sunheart and let go of the edge of the rock and fell back into the dark water.

[Swiftpelt]

<<okay>>

NO! Sunherat dived into the river. As soon as she hits the surface, she relized she jumped too far up the river. Stupid me I should have relized she's already drifting along she opened her eyes. Dark and murky water, unlike usual. StarClan please help me, help Splashheart, help us

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[Ferny]

((are you killing Sunheart?))

Sunheart! Splashheart yowled as her sister leaped into the river. Splashheart held onto the rock trying to stay above the surface and watch her sister. But in the forest a dark pelt flashed.

[Swiftpelt]

<<no and who's comming?>>

Sunheart closed her eyes, and tried to think. She saw a slash of white, and heard a voice. Not just to order her around, but to guide her. She Broke the surface of the water, but her tail was caught on a sunken branch