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Post by Meerful on Feb 21, 2007 18:30:37 GMT -5
A sandy colored she cat stalked through the forest, her mind wandering away. What did she just witness? How had this happened? When was she going to get to see her kits again? Would she be able to? All these questions pierced her heart.
The cat lifted her nose into the air, not to scent it, her nose no longer worked, but to feel the wind against her cheek. Confusion danced around her, torturing her. What was she to do? Everything seemed... So.... Out of place. Was it fixable? Or would she end up leaving, again.
Sitting down, she sighed in discontent. "What did I do to deserve this?" She cried. The oddest thing happened as she said it, she heard it. Only for a second, but then it stopped. Her hearing was coming back, or just having flashes, it seemed to her. All these new things puzzled her. Changes were not her friends.
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Post by goldentail on Feb 21, 2007 18:40:30 GMT -5
A dark brown tom walked through the forest. He was looking for Meer. She had left. He wanted to be with her. He scented her and found her. "Meer are you ok?" he asked.
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Post by Meerful on Feb 21, 2007 18:43:31 GMT -5
The she cat turned around. The words, 'Meer, you' entered her hearing. Surprise flocke din her eye, as did irritation. Had Thorn come to antaonize her again? Embaressment flooded over her. He just wanted to fool her. Was that even Thorn? Or was it Splinter?
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Post by goldentail on Feb 21, 2007 18:49:26 GMT -5
Thorn licked Meer's ear. "Sorry" he meowed.
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Post by Meerful on Feb 21, 2007 18:50:25 GMT -5
Meer darted away. "What do you want now?" Her voice was sharp, an uncertain. What did he want?
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Post by goldentail on Feb 21, 2007 18:52:41 GMT -5
"To be with you" meowed Thorn.
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Post by Meerful on Feb 21, 2007 18:53:46 GMT -5
Meer turned away. "You're lying. You just want to kill me"
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Post by goldentail on Feb 21, 2007 18:55:09 GMT -5
Thorn looked at her. "What do I have to do to prove to you I don't want to kill you.
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Post by Meerful on Feb 21, 2007 18:57:35 GMT -5
Meer shrugged. Her fur prickled uncomfortably. "Then why do you want to be with me so bad? You wanted so hard to prove to me that you were in much more pain when we first met. Now you're healed, I'm not."
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Post by goldentail on Feb 21, 2007 19:02:33 GMT -5
"Healed? You were the on who told me pain isn't always pysical. Can you see inside me and prove to me that I don't feel pain?" hissed Thorn.
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Post by Meerful on Feb 21, 2007 19:04:51 GMT -5
Meer growled. "It doesn't matter, I'll always have twice the pin as you" SHe hissed. "I'm insignifcant. I'm not worth it. I deserve to not love." Her voice held misery.
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Post by goldentail on Feb 21, 2007 19:19:52 GMT -5
Thorn looked at the she cat before him. "Everyone deserves love" he meowed. "I was locked in a box for a very long time and I had no emotions. I am the only one who doesn't deserve love."
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Post by Meerful on Feb 21, 2007 19:24:09 GMT -5
Meer sighed. "Why is this so confusing?" She cried out. What happened? She used to be so emotionless, unkind, and now... Now she had no idea what or who she was.
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Post by silverfur1 on Feb 22, 2007 12:49:24 GMT -5
"Do you want it to be simple again?" asked Thorn. He unsteathed his claw and held it to his chest. He hoped she would say no but if she didn't why did it matter. He had no point in this world. One burst of pain would bring back Splinter. Or it would kill them both. He didn't know he had never tried. He knew that when Splinter came back he would no longer be a loner. He would be a Shadowclan warrior. He just wanted Meer to be happy. Even if he didn't see her be happy.
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Post by Meerful on Feb 22, 2007 18:45:17 GMT -5
Meer hadn't acknowledged what the tom had said, because he frail legs had become completely unbalanced, and they were weak after they're loss of so much blood from the birth. It didn't help that her front right leg caused her to fall perfectly straight down. Landing in a laying down position, she rolled over onto her side and panted heavily. Meer hadn't had any rest since the birth, and she had lost a lot of blood and energy.
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Post by goldentail on Feb 23, 2007 17:05:32 GMT -5
Thorn bounded over to Meer. "Are you ok?" he asked. "Do you need something?"
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Post by Meerful on Feb 23, 2007 17:08:32 GMT -5
Meer struggled to her feet. Blood rushed to her head. What was happening? "I- I feel dizzy" She mewed, starting to fall again, but quickly held herself up. "I uh. No, I'm fine" She mewed sternly.
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Post by Foxfur on Feb 23, 2007 17:11:32 GMT -5
"Ok" meowed Thorn uncertainly. "Meer do you want to rest?"
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Post by Meerful on Feb 23, 2007 17:14:37 GMT -5
Meer grunted. "I said I'm fine" She hissed. Her paws started to shake and her whole body vibrated with weakness.
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Post by Foxfur on Feb 23, 2007 17:16:31 GMT -5
Thorn saw her shaking but held his tongue. He knew that if he tried to be kind Meer would simply yell at him.
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Post by Meerful on Feb 23, 2007 17:20:38 GMT -5
Meer let her unsteady legs fall beneath her. "Okay maybe not. But I can handle it" Meer meowed. Her voice was even shaky. "Now tell me. What do you want from me>?" Her eye was sincere, as if wanting to know why he would cause her this pain because of his 'love' for her.
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Post by Foxfur on Feb 23, 2007 17:27:14 GMT -5
"Meer I love you and I think you like me better than Splinter. Splinter is weaker and much less devoted. He would leave you even if he said he wouldn't" meowed Thorn.
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Post by Meerful on Feb 23, 2007 17:30:18 GMT -5
Meer shook her head. "How willl I know who is who? What's the difference i nwhop's kitsI gave birth to? You're in the same body, so what's the difference, and what do you mean less devoted?" Questions qhizze din her mind as she lay confused.
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Post by Foxfur on Feb 23, 2007 17:34:54 GMT -5
"You will always know. You had Splinters kits. By less devoted I mean he would leave more willingly" meowed Thorn.
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Post by Meerful on Feb 23, 2007 17:37:01 GMT -5
Meer hissed. "But you would too. He would leave more willingly See. That's what I don't understand. Why would you leave?" Her eye was pleading for udnerstanding.
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Post by Foxfur on Feb 23, 2007 17:48:08 GMT -5
"Meer perhaps I should tell you how I came to be" meowed Thorn. "I was made when Splinter was angry at Echo. He created me to be his uncontrollable side. He alone could control me. After his first love Steps Soft died he lost control of me. I nearly killed him. He managed to get me under control. I was only his weapon. He cared not about me. He didn't want me to get a taste of love or any emotion for fear that it would make me weak. He didn't let me out. On our journey here he decided he didn't want to walk the whole way so he made me do it. When we got here he tried to lock me up but was unable to. I was allowed to do what I wanted. Unfortuanatly I still had Splinter's body. I was too weak to change. You know the rest of the rest of the story."
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Post by Meerful on Feb 23, 2007 17:51:10 GMT -5
Meer stared blankly. Every word he spoke she deciphered each of them. "That's... Interesting" She mewed. Her mind couldn't quite comprehend at that moment. Too much had happened that day. "So... Then... I..." Her midn was in a spazz. She couldn't speak. Her words sounded malphormed.
//My brother whom I dislike wants on, and if I don't let him, he'll call my mom and I ownt be able toget on alllll weekend.//
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Post by Foxfur on Feb 23, 2007 18:02:09 GMT -5
Thorn knew that she probably couldn't comprehend so he let her digust the words he had spoken.
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Post by Meerful on Feb 23, 2007 21:54:28 GMT -5
Meer sighed heavily. "Okay, you win. Now help me" She mewed.
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Post by goldentail on Feb 23, 2007 22:00:12 GMT -5
"Ok what do you want me to do?" asked Thorn. He was very pleased. Meer was very difficult to argue with. He walked over to the she cat.
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