Post by Blackie on Dec 24, 2009 23:22:48 GMT -5
After so long of being more than slightly inactive, I'm sure the lot of you are upset if not quite angry with me. Trust me, I know how annoying it is when you've got a thread you really REALLY want to write on, but you're partner isn't seemingly making a move to be productive. So first I need to say, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm so behind.
As most of you know, I'm trying (with exceeding difficulty) to find a job. Most of the day I'm searching for applications, filling out applications, turning in applications, following up on applications, and going insane the rest of the time because it looks completely hopeless. I'm barely able to hold my dogs together who are confused by the strain in my emotions and time. Because all of this job hunting process takes up a surprising amount of time, I only have midnight, practically, to come onto the computer. However, I have a sister who is obsessed with her virtual social life and often refuses to give up our family's sole computer. Not even my mom can keep her off, its like a deranged moth chasing a light bulb. Well, without being too mean to her, she's extremely stubborn and ends up waisting much of her time screaming at me to stop asking her to get off the comp. This generally leaves me up late at night, trying to get a few things done before I crash.
So, this Christmas we will not have family over and I plan to use the free time catching up on here. Please bear with me, I love you all and hate disappointing you so often. You're all gems in a chaotic life.
Sorry again, and much love.
As most of you know, I'm trying (with exceeding difficulty) to find a job. Most of the day I'm searching for applications, filling out applications, turning in applications, following up on applications, and going insane the rest of the time because it looks completely hopeless. I'm barely able to hold my dogs together who are confused by the strain in my emotions and time. Because all of this job hunting process takes up a surprising amount of time, I only have midnight, practically, to come onto the computer. However, I have a sister who is obsessed with her virtual social life and often refuses to give up our family's sole computer. Not even my mom can keep her off, its like a deranged moth chasing a light bulb. Well, without being too mean to her, she's extremely stubborn and ends up waisting much of her time screaming at me to stop asking her to get off the comp. This generally leaves me up late at night, trying to get a few things done before I crash.
So, this Christmas we will not have family over and I plan to use the free time catching up on here. Please bear with me, I love you all and hate disappointing you so often. You're all gems in a chaotic life.
Sorry again, and much love.
