Looking for Turtlepelt (Turtle&Meer)

[cougarpaw]

Turtlepelt looked up, her head still halfway down. "I don't know a way..." she murmered softly.

[Meerful]

Meer sighed. "When you think of one, I'll be in the loner territory" She mewed. She could barely walk, so she ended up plopping to the ground waiting for Turtle pelt to go back toher nice warm safe den so Meer could stay out here alone.

[cougarpaw]

Turtlepelt didn't even fidget. Instead, she just stood there with Meer.

[Meerful]

Meer hissed. "Go away before I leave! I'd rather lose my legs then let you et the satisfaction of seeing me when I'm down" Meer growled spitefully.

[cougarpaw]

Turtlepelt still didn't move from the spot, but shook her head in disagreement, showing that she would not leave her friend, who Turtlepelt thought was her sister.

[Meerful]

Meer growled. "We aren't friends. We can't, we're too different,and you hurt me so badly. I want so bad to hurt you the same, but I'm to freakin' soft! Why are you doing this to me? What did I do to you?" Meer began crying again. Her pelt was becoming full of self inflicted woounds and missing tufts of fur.

[cougarpaw]

"You didn't do anything to me Meer, and you've hurt me just as much in rejecting our friendship because I followed my heart." she mewed, hurt filling her own voice.

[Meerful]

Meer scoffed. "What friendship? I thought it was more than that!" She weeped. "You left me! You want to leave me. How am I supposed to go with that? Smile and tel Skull I lost a recruit?"

[cougarpaw]

Turtlepelt narrowed her eyes. "Is that all I was to you? Just another member waiting to join Skull?" she asked, hurt still filling her voice.

[Meerful]

Meer shook her head. "No, but think that, it's easier that way. Then you'l hate me and I'll have a reason to leave" Meer mewed. Her voice squeaked with pain.

[cougarpaw]

Anger clouded Turtlepelt's eyes. "I thought I could trust you when I rejoined the Clan, but instead you just rejected me, even when you knew I was truly sorry and cared about you. Then you say you actually cared about me? Sure." she hissed.

[Meerful]

Meer didn't fight or argure the real truth, this is what Meer wanted. She was powerd by hate fueled words, that's the only way she could leave things behind. She sa there, body quivering with hurt, and took it in greedily so that she could leave adn have no trouble. She wanted to elave, but then she didn't.

[cougarpaw]

Turtlepelt glared at Meer, hurt filling her gaze. "I actually thought I found someone who cared about me, but I was just another mindless minion to recruit so you could be rewarded by Skull!" she hissed, her tail lashing in her fury.

[Meerful]

This hurt Meer. Turtleelt's words stung her like acid, but still, Meer ramined motionless, pain welling up insidd her stomach like stones.

[cougarpaw]

Turtlepelt went on, though hurt still filled her gaze. "Why did you even pretend to care about me? You don't care about anything but yourself! As soon as you intruduced me to Skull you would leave me, so why did you pretend to be hurt when I left? To try and get me back as a recruit?" Turtlepelt was yowling now, and her tail was getting sore from constant impact with the ground.

[Meerful]

Suddenly Meer's body turned on her mind. She began to tussle on the ground with herself, scratching every place her claws could get a hold of. Fur floated in the air as she ripped it from her body. She tore her flesh off, felt her blood seep into her outh, and yowled as she hurt herself and inflicted damage again and again.

In a few moments, fur drifted to the ground lazily and her blood did the same as it seeped from her wounds. She was only a scrap of painting fur by now. Her eye was filled with self loathe.

[cougarpaw]

Turltepelt just looked at Meer, hurt still filling her gaze. Then she dashed off, soon returning with a thick layer of cobwebs on her paws, and even on her tail. Setting the cobwebs down, she spat angrily. "I don't even know why I'm helping you, you hate me anyways!" pressing the cobwebs against all of Meer's wounds, she tried to stop the bleeding.

[Meerful]

Meer jumped back, and tore off every cobweb, then looked at Turtlepelt. "Yeah, I hate you so freaking much that I would try to make you stay with me. Just leave me alone before I do that again. I want todie anyways, SHard was the only one who ever truly cared for me, you are just decieving me so you cn take me prisoner to the clans."

[cougarpaw]

Turtlepelt snarled in anger, hate now filling her gaze. "You tried to make me crawl back to you so you could get a reward from Skull, that's all you ever need, is his help. You didn't care about me in the slightest bit. Kill yourself, see what I care." she growled.

[Meerful]

Meer looked at Turtlepelt with a questioning glare. So Turtle did hate her. That's what she wanted, but it still hurt. "To let you know, I don't care the slgihtest for Skull, I admire him, but I loved you! At least I thoguht I did, now go away and stop feeling sorry for yourself. People tel em life's too precious to be unhappy. Life is just a simple object that you desperatly want to drop"

[cougarpaw]

Turtlepelt snorted in disbelief. "Don't tell me you cared about me, you've lied to me enough without this, now stop trying to recruit me, you lost your reward deal with it. I won't be manipulated by you!" she hissed.

[Meerful]

Meer growled. "Fine! I don't even want a reward! I never needed one! I can hear fine! That's all he ever gave me, and I can jsut read lips. I never wanted to recruit you for a prize, I never thought of you like that, but hey, why should I think of you like a friend now? Might as welll kiill you like my mom!" She hised. She stalked forward, ignoring the blood that spilled freely tot he ground.

[cougarpaw]

Turtlepelt hissed as well and unsheathed her claws, hatred seeping into every limb of her body. When Meer got close enough, she jumped at her, trying to land on her shoulders.

[Meerful]

Meer sat still, but felt no impact. She looked at Turtle.
"We built it up to watch it fall, like we ever loved at all. You walked away, stole my heart, just to find what you're looking for, but no matter how I try, I can't hate you anymore" Mer whispered. SHe knew she couldn't hate her.

[cougarpaw]

Turtlepelt growled as Meer said this. "Face it, you've always hated me!" she hissed, anguish gripping her.

[Meerful]

Meer sighed. "Sometiems you hodl so tight it slips right from your hands, willl I ever understand you?" Meer was so hurt. She wanted Turtle t know she didn't hate her, but to know that Meer would have to be at distance.

[cougarpaw]

Turtlepelt narrowed her hate filled eyes, but didn't say a word. Instead she just glared at Meer angrily.

[Meerful]

Meer got up. 'Okay then,' She thoguht. 'Just walk away'
"I gave and gave the best of me, and you do this, I guess I just don't need you. If me at my hardest to be nice, my only things to say is this, I regret not killing you."

[cougarpaw]

Turtlepelt didn't reply, she was concentrating on burning a hole through Meer with her hate. "I will be the one responsible for your death in the future." she growled, hate filling her voice as well.

[Meerful]

Meer growled. "What did I do to you? I never hurt you! I never told you I hated you, the only thing I ever wanted from you was a sister! I never had one! They left em for DEAD. I thought you were different. Go ahead, kill me now, lets make this the future." Meer flopped to the ground.